True Love

Lately I have been bored. I live for the moment when I can go to sleep. Sleep is nice. When I am awake I am only bored all day long. Even when I am working I am bored. Although, I am working right now at Target as a cashier, and there have been some very nice people going through my lines. I like to imagine who they are, and what there story is. Often it is families that are shopping together. A husband and wife + kids. The couples are so cute. Which leads me to my latest obsession. Weddings. I found this great website http://www.oncewed.com. There are so many beautiful pictures of people's weddings on there, and I love looking at them. The pictures are so foreign to me, like the pictures in a child's storybook. I have never been in love, and I do not know what romantic love is really. It is an idea that I am aware of in my brain, but the rest of me knows nothing about it. It seems so far away and unattainable. That doesn't stop my looking or hoping. Romantic love is beautiful, and my heart is quite sure of it.
I love beautiful things, and I love looking at them. John Keats puts it better than I ever could.
"A thing of beauty is a joy forever: its loveliness increases; it will never pass into nothingness." That is why I love the blogs I follow. They are full of everyday beauty, and that is not boring. When I was a child my family would often take Sunday drives, and I would love to try and catch a glimpse of the inside of people's houses as we passed by. I have always been curious about the way other people decorate their lives. I don't think that I am alone in that. If I had a camera that worked properly I would take pictures of my life for people like me who are curious. Then perhaps I would not feel so alone. Besides, I have traveled to some beautiful places, and beauty needs to be shared.